TIRED

i sm exhausted. doing great physically though - no more withdrawl symptoms which is freaking awesome. maybe it was just a psychological thing. i have pain still so am going to be scheduling a full body MRI scan to see what we can see! haha. for real about 2 years ago there was bulging in the 2 lower discs in my spine and arthritis, so its 100% possible that things have changed for the worse since then including the stupid car accident i had in october. so im glad that we are going to do that. makes me feel a little better. i do have a horrible bladder infection so that stinks monkey balls, but im on strong antibiotics to hopefully help alleviate the symptoms of that and clear it up. ten days on that 2x a day grrrr. figured out the car insurance thing - it was coming out on my papers that i had a 2004 car when my car is a 1999....turns out when i was reading them the VIN number i was off by 2 numbers at the end...but how strange that it would turn out to be the exact same vehicle just a different year?!?! cra-zy. so just printed out the new insurance "card" to keep in the car so i dont get into trouble with that. gained back a lot of weight and that frustrates me extremely bad. i was down to 180 in the beginning of december and now yesterday i weighed 201 :( that makes me cry. but i know i havent been eating properly, ive been drinking soda again and i havent been walking as i was before so gotta get back in the grind watching what i eat, no more soda and walking daily again. should shed it quickly again. still not feeling well, antibiotics are the strongest there is for Cipro (700 mg) and they are making me nauseated and tired so thats all im going to post for today. thank you for reading, i wish people would comment even if its anonymous! but oh well. laters