NOT POSTING TONIGHT

just really exhausted lately. not sure if depression kicking in and trying to settle for a while...but we will see. february 6th is coming quickly...and i dont know how to handle it...trying to not think about it...it will have been 4 years on that day...and it still feels like yesterday...im devastated that we still havent received a photo but i am learning to try and accept it and move on with my life...its difficult but im trying to remember that im living Gods plan and not mine!