DEPRESSION

depression is sinking in today and it looks like its gonna stay for awhile. since this is an "anonymous" blog i wont get into all the actual real stuff that im depressed about but there are things coming, a death one year anniversary, and the "anniversary" of my 2nd youngest child being taken away by CPS. i dont understand what is going on in the universe tonight, but dear husband has actually been a dear and is letting me sleep as much as possible and taking care of our daughter as much as he can while he tries to sleep too. i feel terrible cause he needs sleep and im just not possibly getting out of bed..idk....well thats all for tonight. im going to a "social meetup" to learn more about blogging and promoting my blog so that i can get more readers and therefore i would blog more. lol...if your in milwaukee you should check out the meetip, its being run by one of dear husbands oldest friends casey and hes a goof...if anything just come to see these twins that were seperated at birth! cause they are literally twins!!!